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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3240 on: May 02, 2008, 03:37 PM »

This is the end of everything, this is the end I know.
This is the end of everything, take your love with you when you go.
This is the end of happiness, this is the end dreams.
This is the end of everything, it's the end for you and me.
I don't know, what to do.
In my heart I still love you.

I don't know, what to say.
I will always feel this way.
This is the end of everything, this is the end I know.
This is the end of everything, take your love with you when you go
.
Chris Isaac
As the moon lingers a moment over the bitterroots, before its descent into the invisible, my mind is filled with song. I find I am humming softly, not to the music, but something else, some place else, a place remembered; a field of grass where no one seemed to have been except a deer, and the memory is strengthened by the feeling of you, dancing in my awkward arms.............

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3241 on: May 02, 2008, 05:46 PM »

This is the end of everything, this is the end I know.
This is the end of everything, take your love with you when you go.
This is the end of happiness, this is the end dreams.
This is the end of everything, it's the end for you and me.
I don't know, what to do.
In my heart I still love you.

I don't know, what to say.
I will always feel this way.
This is the end of everything, this is the end I know.
This is the end of everything, take your love with you when you go
.
Chris Isaac

 :\'(  :\'(  :\'(  :\'( So beautiful, Mikele. Thank you for posting it  :t).
You know, it could be like this, just like this, always.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3242 on: May 03, 2008, 08:59 AM »

This is the end of everything, this is the end I know.
This is the end of everything, take your love with you when you go.
This is the end of happiness, this is the end dreams.
This is the end of everything, it's the end for you and me.
I don't know, what to do.
In my heart I still love you.

I don't know, what to say.
I will always feel this way.
This is the end of everything, this is the end I know.
This is the end of everything, take your love with you when you go
.
Chris Isaac

God, this is so precious, Mikele. I have no words.  :\'( :\'( :\'( :\'( :\'(

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3243 on: May 03, 2008, 12:29 PM »

This is the end of everything, this is the end I know.
This is the end of everything, take your love with you when you go.
This is the end of happiness, this is the end dreams.
This is the end of everything, it's the end for you and me.
I don't know, what to do.
In my heart I still love you.

I don't know, what to say.
I will always feel this way.
This is the end of everything, this is the end I know.
This is the end of everything, take your love with you when you go
.
Chris Isaac

I love it..so beautiful  :\'(
And where did you that gorgeous pic?
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3244 on: May 03, 2008, 05:03 PM »
***paparazzi picture edited by moderator*** posted this in Pix, think it should have been here.
« Last Edit: May 03, 2008, 06:37 PM by chameau »

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3245 on: May 03, 2008, 05:43 PM »
 :-\\ :\'( this is such a beautiul pic...it's so perfect...it's just like he is in the sky... :( :( :(
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3246 on: May 03, 2008, 08:35 PM »
great picture crisy

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3247 on: May 03, 2008, 08:41 PM »
there is actually a topic for pics of heath i think it would be best to post these there crisy  O0

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3248 on: May 03, 2008, 08:49 PM »
 :Psure ;D at baby pix i think?
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3249 on: May 04, 2008, 09:55 AM »


You gave me the understanding of a life time
You created a character that reflects so much of me inside
Yet so transformed by your strength, your wisdom, your love
that I cannot but be lifted up as well,
as I watch Ennis grew out of his shell
as I watch him learn to see himself, through your eyes

Just as Ennis learned to smile and laugh with Jack
away from the cold cruel world, in the cold mountain air
I have learned to smile and laugh with you
while I wait, thinking what the cold cruel world lost
when we lost you one hundred days ago.

Not a day goes by, without a thought of you.
Not a day goes by, without thinking what we lost
Not a day goes by, without thinking the beauty you created
Not a day goes by, wihtout remembering the beauty that you reflect
in all that you do, in all that you are
Not a day goes by, without your smiling face,
bringing both smiles and tears


Andrew,I thank you for your beautiful thoughts about Heath with a little retard; but never it's too late to appreciate the beauty in some words that all of us can feel as ours.Never it's too late to appreciate what Heath gave to us with his good work as an actor and his good acts as a person.Never it's too late either to tel you Thank you for having shared with us your feelings about a man who made us feel different and better only with the lesson we could learn with his role of Ennis.Never it's too late to read these feelings of ours in another person's writing.And never it's too late to miss him as we do,and always will. :t)
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
("If I asked")
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3250 on: May 04, 2008, 10:03 AM »

This is the end of everything, this is the end I know.
This is the end of everything, take your love with you when you go.
This is the end of happiness, this is the end dreams.
This is the end of everything, it's the end for you and me.
I don't know, what to do.
In my heart I still love you.

I don't know, what to say.
I will always feel this way.
This is the end of everything, this is the end I know.
This is the end of everything, take your love with you when you go
.
Chris Isaac

Beautiful pic indeed,Mikele;yes,it's like he's in Heaven...And beautiful words also that fit very well with him and with what all of us are feeling.Take your love with you when you go... It's sure that he has taken all our love when he has gone,and that relieves me very much.Because he knows now that he was not alone,that his death has left a great hole in a lot of people's souls.Thanks for sharing with us. :^^)
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
("If I asked")
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You will be forever in my heart,friends.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3251 on: May 04, 2008, 10:09 AM »
Crisy,Emzan answered to you very well so I can't add any nicer words...All of us know how you feel because it's our own way of feeling.And I know it'll be for a long,long time,since,even if we can feel healed from this pain,we'll never forget him,and we'll never had to forget him...Only we'll feel a little better every time we'll see a movie or a picture of him,but we'll never forget him,never.You know you have here a lot of friends to share this pain and relief it if it's possible. :ghug:
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
("If I asked")
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3252 on: May 04, 2008, 10:23 AM »
Andrew,I thank you for your beautiful thoughts about Heath with a little retard; but never it's too late to appreciate the beauty in some words that all of us can feel as ours.Never it's too late to appreciate what Heath gave to us with his good work as an actor and his good acts as a person.Never it's too late either to tel you Thank you for having shared with us your feelings about a man who made us feel different and better only with the lesson we could learn with his role of Ennis.Never it's too late to read these feelings of ours in another person's writing.And never it's too late to miss him as we do,and always will. :t)

You are welcome, mpj. It is with all your encouragement and support that I do not hesitate posting my most personal and private thoughts on this forum, because I know you all will accept it without judgment, and as you said, per chance, someone else may feel the same. It is the same when I read Harry Eyres article Heartbreak Mountain. Everything he said resonated with what was deep in my heart, but was buried for a while, with memories of Heath taking centre stage for the past months. I am glad to have Ennis back in a prominent place, and know that he will never be far away.

Heath, you are loved, like this, always.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3253 on: May 04, 2008, 10:43 AM »
You are welcome, mpj. It is with all your encouragement and support that I do not hesitate posting my most personal and private thoughts on this forum, because I know you all will accept it without judgment, and as you said, per chance, someone else may feel the same. It is the same when I read Harry Eyres article Heartbreak Mountain. Everything he said resonated with what was deep in my heart, but was buried for a while, with memories of Heath taking centre stage for thhe past months. I am glad to have Ennis back in a prominent place, and know that he will never be far away.

It's sure we all share these thoughts,so it becomes very easy to share them with the others,in the security we'll all understand because it's like understanding ourselves and our most private feelings.  :ghug:
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
("If I asked")
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3254 on: May 04, 2008, 09:51 PM »
More than 3 months since the day you go, nothing change from the minute you're gone. I've kept thinking about you since that day and hoped someday you 'll come back to let me see your smile, your news again. It's hurt me cause I know one minute, one hour or one million year after that it's all the same, noone can change the pass. Love you, Heath! You make me think different about the death , I don't scare it much as I did because I know many wonderful people waiting me from heaven.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3255 on: May 05, 2008, 03:12 PM »
More than 3 months since the day you go, nothing change from the minute you're gone. I've kept thinking about you since that day and hoped someday you 'll come back to let me see your smile, your news again. It's hurt me cause I know one minute, one hour or one million year after that it's all the same, noone can change the pass. Love you, Heath! You make me think different about the death , I don't scare it much as I did because I know many wonderful people waiting me from heaven.

Wonderful and touching words,Hana,that reflect very well the way we all feel.We also have this sensation that everything is an joke without fun,an stupid marketing strategy or a ill mind's invention; a nightmare from which we'll awake one day to realise we've been suffering for nothing ,because Heath is still here,with us and by Matilda's side...But it's not so and now the only relief is to think,as you say,that he's in Heaven with the loved persons we've lost before,waiting for us until we'll see them again.But,do you know what? this doesn't mean so much for me by now,because I wanted him we wanted him here,now¡. We still miss you a lot,Heath,angel...  <^(

P.S.: By the way,welcome to the forum¡ ^f^
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
("If I asked")
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3256 on: May 07, 2008, 04:51 AM »


You gave me the understanding of a life time
You created a character that reflects so much of me inside
Yet so transformed by your strength, your wisdom, your love
that I cannot but be lifted up as well,
as I watch Ennis grew out of his shell
as I watch him learn to see himself, through your eyes

Just as Ennis learned to smile and laugh with Jack
away from the cold cruel world, in the cold mountain air
I have learned to smile and laugh with you
while I wait, thinking what the cold cruel world lost
when we lost you one hundred days ago.

Not a day goes by, without a thought of you.
Not a day goes by, without thinking what we lost
Not a day goes by, without thinking the beauty you created
Not a day goes by, wihtout remembering the beauty that you reflect
in all that you do, in all that you are
Not a day goes by, without your smiling face,
bringing both smiles and tears


Wow..that really is very moving

You really do have a beautiful way with words
« Last Edit: May 24, 2008, 07:55 PM by chameau »
When you read about somebody special
who has met an untimely end
although you didn't even know them personally
feels like you've lost a friend

Miss you Heath, till next time xx

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3257 on: May 07, 2008, 04:54 AM »
Wow..that really is very moving

You really do have a beautiful way with words

thanks, Hayley, but the beauty comes from Heath, I just pour out what he put in my heart. Thanks for being a part of the forum. It's nice to know others share the same love for the movie and everything to do with it.
Heath, you are loved, like this, always.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3258 on: May 08, 2008, 09:41 AM »
I've been avoiding this thread for my own well being but that's shot to hell so..I'm about 4 pages behind now. Anyway we left a memorial in Carson Park in Eau Claire this past weekend during the Brokie meet. I won't give the play by play (some Brokies are working on something) but Keren chose a perfect spot for him overlooking the water. It's in this spot that looks like it was just carved out for this purpose. Pauline did a lovely reading and Barb placed the wreath in the ground.  :\'(

This is from when we first left it:






A few of us went back later to visit and reflect and the sun was shining right on it:






And before we left for the airport, Barb and I went back and visited Monday morning and spent a long time there. We each took a coin and made a wish before throwing the coins into the lake.



His view


and the view from the top



So he's surrounded by light all day and the sounds of birds singing and water softly lapping against the bank  :\'(
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3259 on: May 08, 2008, 09:46 AM »
what a great thing to do  :\'(, thanks for posting this LJN

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3260 on: May 08, 2008, 09:51 AM »
WOW what a beautiful pics..I love the place you've chosen so peaceful and serene.
And what a beautiful memorial...this is so wonderful.
Thank you guys  :ghug:
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3261 on: May 08, 2008, 10:05 AM »
That's so beautiful.  I can imagine what an emotional day that was for you all.....but what a beautiful place to do it.... :ghug:
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3262 on: May 08, 2008, 10:11 AM »
I was really glad we got to go back on Monday, and see the way the sun shone down in back of it so it was kind of lit from behind and shone through. Kind of like Heath - illuminated from within.

Thanks for posting the pics Michelle.  :^^)


Is it odd for me to say it felt like you were all there with us and a part of it? That's how it felt to me. :ghug:
For a moment in our lives. Forever in our hearts.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3263 on: May 08, 2008, 10:13 AM »
I was really glad we got to go back on Monday, and see the way the sun shone down in back of it so it was kind of lit from behind and shone through. Kind of like Heath - illuminated from within.
Thanks for posting the pics Michelle.  :^^)


Is it odd for me to say it felt like you were all there with us and a part of it? That's how it felt to me. :ghug:

 :\'( Perfectly stated. I'm glad we had that extra time there.  :ghug:
“What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close, the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger."

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3264 on: May 08, 2008, 10:22 AM »
Thank you so,so much,Michelle,Barb,Pauline and all the rest for doing this so lovely tribute in the name of all of us. :^^)  I imagine how hard it was for you,but you can't be sure all of us were by your side then and every time someone will think about Heath anywhere.The place is as beautiful as Heath deserves and is a kind of relief to me thinking that a part of him is there,as well as in our hearts.You must forgive me,but today I'm very emotional for some problems and this makes me sadder than a few time before when I think about him...I' m crying now...Thanks again,friends. :ghug:
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3265 on: May 08, 2008, 10:23 AM »
 :ghug:  :ghug: to you mpj.
For a moment in our lives. Forever in our hearts.

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« Reply #3266 on: May 08, 2008, 10:26 AM »
 :ghug: :ghug: MPJ
“What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close, the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger."

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3267 on: May 08, 2008, 10:28 AM »
 :ghug: :ghug: Thank you again,Michelle and Barb.  :^^)   %)
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3268 on: May 08, 2008, 10:32 AM »
Thank you so,so much,keren,LJN ,Asali and FC for that emotionally touching tribute!!! a great spot for Heath's remembrence place
:^^)  :ghug:

MJP   :ghug:
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3269 on: May 08, 2008, 10:33 AM »
Love is shared  :ghug: It's nice to have a place where people understand, don't judge and where we can lean on each other for support and not feel alone. Those heartstrings that connect us grow stronger everyday :ghug:
“What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close, the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger."

You may say I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will live as one ~ Imagine- J. Lennon