More than 3 months since the day you go, nothing change from the minute you're gone. I've kept thinking about you since that day and hoped someday you 'll come back to let me see your smile, your news again. It's hurt me cause I know one minute, one hour or one million year after that it's all the same, noone can change the pass. Love you, Heath! You make me think different about the death , I don't scare it much as I did because I know many wonderful people waiting me from heaven.
Wonderful and touching words,Hana,that reflect very well the way we all feel.We also have this sensation that everything is an joke without fun,an stupid marketing strategy or a ill mind's invention; a nightmare from which we'll awake one day to realise we've been suffering for nothing ,because Heath is still here,with us and by Matilda's side...But it's not so and now the only relief is to think,as you say,that he's in Heaven with the loved persons we've lost before,waiting for us until we'll see them again.But,do you know what? this doesn't mean so much for me by now,because
I wanted him we wanted him here,now¡. We still miss you a lot,Heath,angel...
P.S.: By the way,welcome to the forum¡