i just jumped on this thread strolling around - i cannot stop sobbing.
such wonderful posts, such beautiful answers and even more questions to my feelings ...
how can you bare a situation like this? in 20 years time (16), from time to time, never talking about anything? never expressing the slightest feelings? never trying to find a way?
i had a little story, not even close to j&e of course, it lasted for about 6 years - seen each other twice a year; me trying to do what i could to bring light and futur into it, the other just taking, refusing to accept that there were deeper emotions between us. after trying and trying i didn't come to a year's appointment; i couldn't stand the idea of being left alone again any more, not achieving what i yearned to have.
took me quite a while; but was good for me and my emotional health...
until i came in touch with BBM....
but i know YOU are there - help me get out of this...
tizi