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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3390 on: May 22, 2008, 03:58 PM »
« Last Edit: May 22, 2008, 05:16 PM by lil_dwarf_611 »
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"The day I stop having fun, I'll just walk away." -- Heath Ledger

"For a moment in our lives, forever in our hearts." -- Heath Ledger, 1/22/08

"In the dark, I really felt like I could escape to anywhere.
To a place where anything could happen at any time.
Where chaos could reign but the world would never end." -- Noah Mayer

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3391 on: May 22, 2008, 04:53 PM »
Quote from: myprivatejack on May 22, 2008, 02:57 AM

4 months ago you began another journey to another place that is now your home.Although you live in thousands of little homes:our hearts.I miss you so much I can't hardly stand it...  :^^)

I absolutely quote!!  :\'(  :\'(  :\'(  :\'( Miss you, Heath.
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3392 on: May 22, 2008, 06:25 PM »
Quote from: myprivatejack on May 22, 2008, 02:57 AM

4 months ago you began another journey to another place that is now your home.Although you live in thousands of little homes:our hearts.I miss you so much I can't hardly stand it...  :^^)

4 months  :\'(- and it still doesn't feel real. Cheers Heath where ever you may be. Till next time xx
« Last Edit: May 22, 2008, 08:00 PM by chameau »
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When you read about somebody special
who has met an untimely end
although you didn't even know them personally
feels like you've lost a friend

Miss you Heath, till next time xx

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3393 on: May 22, 2008, 11:59 PM »
Quote from: Baby Tammy on May 22, 2008, 03:22 PM
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Tammy, amiga,  :ghug: :^^) :\'(

I was okay most of today, even after reading all the touching poems from everyone...

But yours... :\'( ...and I quote:

Quote

The Next Walkabout

Only a slight last breath
but blowing out a so big flame
And taking our own breaths
Away

So now
There's a hole in the world
there's a hole in our minds
Heath, because you walked away
This distance in your eyes
We would have to feel it
As a sign

We will keep you inside
We will keep you insight
Please trust us to take care
Of all the dreams that you left
Behind

Walk away, never mind
If the sadness in your eyes
Can be erased by the light
Which have to come towards you
Whereever you walk now

Maybe along some ropes between the stars
Maybe along some roads between strange worlds
We want a new Journey for you Boy
Because the Journey is what you always needed

Trust us to be down there the keepers
Of the new flame, that we lit for you
And please, please, Babe, just enjoy your new
Walkabout.


Everything is so beautiful and deep...the stars, the distance, the walkabout, the flames, the light, the ropes, the roads, the Journey... <^(  :^^)
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3394 on: May 25, 2008, 02:08 PM »
I feel awful right now, I'm having one of my break downs again, I think I'm fine and that I can look at pictures or videos with him and then the tears start to build up in my eyes and now i cant stop crying :\'(

I miss you so much Heath :\'( :\'( You are amazing and you will always have a special place in my heart that no one can replace. I love you baby...
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3395 on: May 25, 2008, 03:20 PM »
Quote from: Emzan on May 25, 2008, 02:08 PM
I feel awful right now, I'm having one of my break downs again, I think I'm fine and that I can look at pictures or videos with him and then the tears start to build up in my eyes and now i cant stop crying :\'(
I miss you so much Heath :\'( :\'( You are amazing and you will always have a special place in my heart that no one can replace. I love you baby...

Emelie,don't feel bad,even if it's logical... ^f^  Do you remember what I told Matt in a breakdown like yours? All of us have or have had these up and downs in our state of mind when we've lost a beloved person;sometimes you feel "normal",you remember this person but almost with joy.And sometimes,on the contrary,you don't know why or how,then you feel so depressed that you really believe you aren't going to stand the sadness...I know it's not a relief for you now saying this,but I only want you to know that I understand you and that I've also had these feelings,with Heath,with my mother and some other persons I've lost.And I can secure you there's nothing we can do,just remember them and wait until the memories don't hurt us;time will tell you when the wound is healed and you'll know it.Just love him and some day we all will learn to be without him in this Earth. :ghug: :^^)
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3396 on: May 25, 2008, 03:25 PM »
Quote from: myprivatejack on May 25, 2008, 03:20 PM
Emelie,don't feel bad,even if it's logical... ^f^  Do you remember what I told Matt in a breakdown like yours? All of us have or have had these up and downs in our state of mind when we've lost a beloved person;sometimes you feel "normal",you remember this person but almost with joy.And sometimes,on the contrary,you don't know why or how,then you feel so depressed that you really believe you aren't going to stand the sadness...I know it's not a relief for you now saying this,but I only want you to know that I understand you and that I've also had these feelings,with Heath,with my mother and some other persons I've lost.And I can secure you there's nothing we can do,just remember them and wait until the memories don't hurt us;time will tell you when the wound is healed and you'll know it.Just love him and some day we all will learn to be without him in this Earth. :ghug: :^^)

thank you :^^) I feel better now :) sometimes its just so hard that I dont know what to do and it helps to tell someone on the forum, because I know that im not alone :)
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3397 on: May 25, 2008, 03:26 PM »
Quote from: Emzan on May 25, 2008, 02:08 PM
I feel awful right now, I'm having one of my break downs again, I think I'm fine and that I can look at pictures or videos with him and then the tears start to build up in my eyes and now i cant stop crying :\'(

I miss you so much Heath :\'( :\'( You are amazing and you will always have a special place in my heart that no one can replace. I love you baby...

Don't worry dear emelie, dry yours tears please and think at that : He is on our memories for always, we have pics, movies for eternity  :^^)
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3398 on: May 25, 2008, 03:30 PM »
Quote from: Emzan on May 25, 2008, 03:25 PM
thank you :^^) I feel better now :) sometimes its just so hard that I dont know what to do and it helps to tell someone on the forum, because I know that im not alone :)

Of course,you're not alone,dear;we all feel the same when we expect it the least...As Simone says,think that we have and forever will have his movies and our memories of him,till we'll see him again in the other world. :^^)
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Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3399 on: May 25, 2008, 03:33 PM »
Quote from: myprivatejack on May 25, 2008, 03:30 PM
Of course,you're not alone,dear;we all feel the same when we expect it the least...As Simone says,think that we have and forever will have his movies and our memories of him,till we'll see him again in the other world. :^^)

We are not alone !  We are together  :ghug:...And one day, we'll be in another world too  :ghug: :ghug:
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3400 on: May 25, 2008, 03:36 PM »
you are all so nice, I dont know what I would do without you and im sure im not alone thinking that ^f^

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3401 on: May 25, 2008, 03:38 PM »
Quote from: Emzan on May 25, 2008, 03:36 PM
you are all so nice, I dont know what I would do without you and im sure im not alone thinking that ^f^
 %)

%)  too.Even if you "attack" us with 40thousand photos of you every day¡  ;D
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Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3402 on: May 25, 2008, 03:40 PM »
Quote from: myprivatejack on May 25, 2008, 03:38 PM
%)  too.Even if you "attack" us with 40thousand photos of you every day¡  ;D

 *o) haha sorry about that :P
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3403 on: May 25, 2008, 04:00 PM »
Quote from: Emzan on May 25, 2008, 03:40 PM
*o) haha sorry about that :P

Hey¡there's no need to be sorry... %(   :)
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Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3404 on: May 25, 2008, 07:58 PM »
God.. I miss him so
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3405 on: May 25, 2008, 08:04 PM »
Quote from: Hanna on May 25, 2008, 07:58 PM
God.. I miss him so
i know what you mean  :\'(, sometimes is gets so hard... and i beleive he is in a better place now but that doesnt sooth that selfish piece of me that just wishes he had been able to stay longer  :\'(, sometimes i just almost forget or subconciously deny his death and then when i remember its just like when i was first affected :(
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3406 on: May 25, 2008, 08:27 PM »
In memory of Rob Knox:

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/uknews/2022742/Harry-Potter-actor-stabbed-to-death-protecting-his-younger-brother.html

When I read the story of another soul leaving too soon,
When I read the tributes of a man who lived as you did,
The tears flow again as they flowed for you,
When the mother asked, "Why my Rob?"
I can remember asking the same question, for you, why?

There is no easy answer, I know now
But there is something I know I can do
To hold your example in memory
To live your example in my life
Because as long as I remember and live fully, you are still here
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3407 on: May 26, 2008, 09:24 AM »
"There is no easy answer, I know now
But there is something I know I can do
To hold your example in memory
To live your example in my life
Because as long as I remember and live fully, you are still here"



Well said lc. For all of those we've lost, always. :ghug:
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3408 on: May 26, 2008, 12:44 PM »
Quote from: Hanna on May 25, 2008, 07:58 PM
God.. I miss him so

((((((Hanna)))))) :ghug: :ghug: :ghug:
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3409 on: May 26, 2008, 01:00 PM »
Quote from: Hanna on May 25, 2008, 07:58 PM
God.. I miss him so

Hanna,I only can say what I told to Emelie... ^f^  All this is hard to stand,but we must be strong and united in a feeling we all have.Time is a great healer,but there's always been in us the nostalgia as well as the love we have for him.I only could say all this and,above all, :ghug: .
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Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
("If I asked")
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3410 on: May 26, 2008, 01:04 PM »
Quote from: lancecowboy on May 25, 2008, 08:27 PM
In memory of Rob Knox:

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/uknews/2022742/Harry-Potter-actor-stabbed-to-death-protecting-his-younger-brother.html

When I read the story of another soul leaving too soon,
When I read the tributes of a man who lived as you did,
The tears flow again as they flowed for you,
When the mother asked, "Why my Rob?"
I can remember asking the same question, for you, why?

There is no easy answer, I know now
But there is something I know I can do
To hold your example in memory
To live your example in my life
Because as long as I remember and live fully, you are still here

Beautiful and wise,Andrew¡  ^f^  They say that oblivion is the real death; so,if we keep a place in our hearts for Heath and all these who we've lost,they will be alive somehow.At least in our love,and this is something that any stupid death never will be able to take from us... :ghug:

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Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
("If I asked")
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3411 on: May 26, 2008, 01:55 PM »
Quote from: keren_b on May 26, 2008, 12:44 PM
((((((Hanna)))))) :ghug: :ghug: :ghug:

I echo that...... :ghug: :ghug: :ghug:
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3412 on: May 27, 2008, 10:03 AM »
Thank you  :ghug:  :ghug:  :ghug:
I am so glad you all are here!  :ghug:
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3413 on: May 27, 2008, 11:46 AM »
Quote from: Hanna on May 27, 2008, 10:03 AM
Thank you  :ghug:  :ghug:  :ghug:..
I am so glad you all are here!  :ghug:

We must be here for Heath... :^^) 
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Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
("If I asked")
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3414 on: May 27, 2008, 01:21 PM »
Last Friday I went to my cousin's memorial, he was killed 21 years ago, when he was 23... we went to his grave and stood there, and his sister read out loud something that she's wrote. She told how, when she was a kid, she saw her neighbours crying over the grave of their son who's been dead for 10 years and she asked herself, 'do you still cry after 10 years? Does it still hurt that much?' And now, standing in front of her brother's grave she said, "21 years later I can tell you: Yes, it still hurts so much." And they all cried, his parents and his sisters. I stood there and couldn't help thinking about Heath. We love him, and we cry over him, but we didn't really know him in real life... how much time is it gonna take for the pain to lessen? Some day it's not going to hurt that much, is it? Years from now... but for his family, his parents and his sisters, the people who were a real part of his life and he was a part of theirs - this pain is never going away.
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3415 on: May 27, 2008, 01:25 PM »
Quote from: keren_b on May 27, 2008, 01:21 PM
Last Friday I went to my cousin's memorial, he was killed 21 years ago, when he was 23... we went to his grave and stood there, and his sister read out loud something that she's wrote. She told how, when she was a kid, she saw her neighbours crying over the grave of their son who's been dead for 10 years and she asked herself, 'do you still cry after 10 years? Does it still hurt that much?' And now, standing in front of her brother's grave she said, "21 years later I can tell you: Yes, it still hurts so much." And they all cried, his parents and his sisters. I stood there and couldn't help thinking about Heath. We love him, and we cry over him, but we didn't really know him in real life... how much time is it gonna take for the pain to lessen? Some day it's not going to hurt that much, is it? Years from now... but for his family, his parents and his sisters, the people who were a real part of his life and he was a part of theirs - this pain is never going away.

 :ghug: :ghug: :ghug:

reading this got me in tears :\'( I don't think the pain will ever go away, we may not be related to him by blood or friendship, but there was something there, something that I cant describe and that feeling will stay with me forever...
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3416 on: May 27, 2008, 03:00 PM »
Quote from: keren_b on May 27, 2008, 01:21 PM
Last Friday I went to my cousin's memorial, he was killed 21 years ago, when he was 23... we went to his grave and stood there, and his sister read out loud something that she's wrote. She told how, when she was a kid, she saw her neighbours crying over the grave of their son who's been dead for 10 years and she asked herself, 'do you still cry after 10 years? Does it still hurt that much?' And now, standing in front of her brother's grave she said, "21 years later I can tell you: Yes, it still hurts so much." And they all cried, his parents and his sisters. I stood there and couldn't help thinking about Heath. We love him, and we cry over him, but we didn't really know him in real life... how much time is it gonna take for the pain to lessen? Some day it's not going to hurt that much, is it? Years from now... but for his family, his parents and his sisters, the people who were a real part of his life and he was a part of theirs - this pain is never going away.

Keren.... :ghug: :ghug: :ghug:
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3417 on: May 27, 2008, 03:06 PM »
Quote from: keren_b on May 27, 2008, 01:21 PM
Last Friday I went to my cousin's memorial, he was killed 21 years ago, when he was 23... we went to his grave and stood there, and his sister read out loud something that she's wrote. She told how, when she was a kid, she saw her neighbours crying over the grave of their son who's been dead for 10 years and she asked herself, 'do you still cry after 10 years? Does it still hurt that much?' And now, standing in front of her brother's grave she said, "21 years later I can tell you: Yes, it still hurts so much." And they all cried, his parents and his sisters. I stood there and couldn't help thinking about Heath. We love him, and we cry over him, but we didn't really know him in real life... how much time is it gonna take for the pain to lessen? Some day it's not going to hurt that much, is it? Years from now... but for his family, his parents and his sisters, the people who were a real part of his life and he was a part of theirs - this pain is never going away.

Yes,Keren,the pain is never going away;the only difference is that we are able,sooner or later,to manage it.But there will always be this emptiness in our heart that is reflected in crying when we remember the person we've lost.And this,10,21 or 50 years after,because this emptiness can't be full with another person,or ten thousand persons more,not this... :ghug: :ghug: :ghug:
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Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
("If I asked")
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3418 on: May 28, 2008, 12:00 AM »
Quote from: keren_b on May 27, 2008, 01:21 PM
Last Friday I went to my cousin's memorial, he was killed 21 years ago, when he was 23... we went to his grave and stood there, and his sister read out loud something that she's wrote. She told how, when she was a kid, she saw her neighbours crying over the grave of their son who's been dead for 10 years and she asked herself, 'do you still cry after 10 years? Does it still hurt that much?' And now, standing in front of her brother's grave she said, "21 years later I can tell you: Yes, it still hurts so much." And they all cried, his parents and his sisters. I stood there and couldn't help thinking about Heath. We love him, and we cry over him, but we didn't really know him in real life... how much time is it gonna take for the pain to lessen? Some day it's not going to hurt that much, is it? Years from now... but for his family, his parents and his sisters, the people who were a real part of his life and he was a part of theirs - this pain is never going away.

 :ghug: :\'( Keren, reading your post, the tears flood my eyes like they always do whenever thoughts of missing Heath overwhelm me. The pain will never go away; that is true. Like a giant tree chopped down in a forest, there will be always an empty space. Nothing can fill it. But in time, other trees, events, and people, can distract us from that emptiness, and fill our lives with other joys, laughter and cheers. Nothing can replace Heath, or a lost loved one. Nothing can heal the pain and emptiness of missing an important part of our soul, our heart, our spirit. But with time, we will learn to adjust, to adapt, to find new ways to distract ourselves, because the human mind is an amazingly adaptable organ. It can mold and fit any circumstance, even the most difficult and unimaginable ones. And I know that is what Heath would want from us, to carry on. :ghug: In the mean time, coming here helps me to relieve some of the emptiness, by filling it with the love and support from all of you.

Thank you.  :ghug:
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Heath, you are loved, like this, always.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #3419 on: May 28, 2008, 02:59 AM »
Quote from: keren_b on May 27, 2008, 01:21 PM
Last Friday I went to my cousin's memorial, he was killed 21 years ago, when he was 23... we went to his grave and stood there, and his sister read out loud something that she's wrote. She told how, when she was a kid, she saw her neighbours crying over the grave of their son who's been dead for 10 years and she asked herself, 'do you still cry after 10 years? Does it still hurt that much?' And now, standing in front of her brother's grave she said, "21 years later I can tell you: Yes, it still hurts so much." And they all cried, his parents and his sisters. I stood there and couldn't help thinking about Heath. We love him, and we cry over him, but we didn't really know him in real life... how much time is it gonna take for the pain to lessen? Some day it's not going to hurt that much, is it? Years from now... but for his family, his parents and his sisters, the people who were a real part of his life and he was a part of theirs - this pain is never going away.

You made me cry so bad here, Keren...  :\'( :\'(
I know what you say. My mother is 66 and she lost her mom when she was in her thirties and and still she cries when she thinks about it. When you really love somebody that love never ends...so when you loose the one you love, the pain never ends.... That's life, we can't change it. But, thanks God, we have sweet memories to help us to go on. It's not much but enough to make heart keep beating, and while we keep breathing the ones we loved keep living too in our minds and souls.
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