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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5070 on: Jan 22, 2011, 09:56 PM »
Heath I know your beautiful energy lives on some where beyond this earth but I miss you so much and wish you were still here with us. I was so sad the day I heard of your sudden passing and I am still sad knowing we will never see your sweet face until maybe we meet on the other side. But I love feeling your presence when I am not even thinking about you and that gives me hope and even a little happiness. R.I.P Dear Heath
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5071 on: Jan 22, 2011, 10:15 PM »
His legacy lives on....let's celebrate what he had achieved.  :ghug: Heath, thank you.



Ethan, thank you so much for posting this.  Perfect to fill me with Heath in all his glory today.   :_(   <^(

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5072 on: Jan 23, 2011, 06:10 AM »
His legacy lives on....let's celebrate what he had achieved.  :ghug: Heath, thank you.





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Thank you, Cham and Ethan for this!!!  :^^) <^(
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5073 on: Jan 23, 2011, 07:57 AM »


RIP :( Can't believe it's been three years already! :(
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5074 on: Jan 23, 2011, 10:11 AM »


RIP :( Can't believe it's been three years already! :(

mrhoax, I moved your post to this thread, it seemed like the right place. Thank you for this beautiful video. :ghug:
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5075 on: Jan 23, 2011, 10:40 AM »


RIP :( Can't believe it's been three years already! :(

Thank you, mrhoax. It is beautiful.  :ghug:
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5076 on: Jan 23, 2011, 12:38 PM »
May your journey continue with joy and happiness in the time & place where you appear.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5077 on: Jan 23, 2011, 11:56 PM »
Thanks for the lovely video, MH. I love all the quotes, the images, the music, but most of all, the last bit, when Heath walks to the light. Brilliant. Well done.
Heath, you are loved, like this, always.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5078 on: Jan 24, 2011, 10:38 AM »
Thanks for the lovely video, MH. I love all the quotes, the images, the music, but most of all, the last bit, when Heath walks to the light. Brilliant. Well done.

I can't but quote Lance's words,one by one ¡ Thank you for this lovely memory of our Heath ¡ :^^)
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5079 on: Jan 24, 2011, 10:53 AM »
I don't know what has happenned to me this January 22Th...Some other Heath's anniversaries hadn't touched me-I'd say better "beaten"me...-like this last one.Even if during some of them I had been overcoming a depression or,at least,some hard times from which I feel much more recovered,I hadn't been so sad as now.I'm thinking about him all day long since the day before his 3rd anniversary and most of the time,I can't avoid crying as I did when everything was more recent.
Maybe because this last 22nd has been,as we say here,"a round date"; it's to say,not 2 years and 6,8 or 10 months,but the exact date when he died.3 years already...What obliges you to remember when and where you received the news,how you felt just after this,all the feelings that all of us shared those days,all the things that were said...Yes,surely everything is due to this,but it's sure too that I'm suffering from a kind of PBS or better said,a kind of PHS... :_(
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5080 on: Jan 24, 2011, 01:03 PM »
MPJ,  :ghug: I understand what you means. It will be the day for many of us to remember.
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5081 on: Jan 24, 2011, 01:05 PM »
 :ghug:  :ghug:

It's hard to believe it's been three years. It still seems almost like a horrible dream. But it really is heartening to see the love and celebration expressed here by all of you. Cham, I especially loved that image of Heath over the fountain in the park.  :^^)

Rest in peace beautiful boy. And thank you for sharing your gifts with us while you were here.
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5082 on: Jan 24, 2011, 03:53 PM »
I can't believe it's been 3 years either.   When I watched the GG I was thinking Heath should be there being honored like the rest of the actors,  only he'd have been more outstanding.   
Aren't we at the stage these days when it just doesn't ... matter? It's a story of love and it's a story between two people. If people can't get over that and just accept it as a story, then that's their problem. I'm big enough and brave enough to do it. - Heath Ledger on doing BBM

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5083 on: Feb 05, 2011, 08:43 AM »
Thank you guys! <3

Heath deserved to be remembered in every light <3
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5084 on: Apr 04, 2011, 11:44 AM »
Today,our Heath would have been 32...Happy birthday,honey,wherever you are now... :_( :_( :_(

Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5085 on: Apr 04, 2011, 12:13 PM »
*sigh*  :_(

It should've been a happy day, but it can't be when he's not here to celebrate it.
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5086 on: Apr 05, 2011, 09:58 AM »
*sigh*  :_(

It should've been a happy day, but it can't be when he's not here to celebrate it.

 :_( 

I thought about him all day yesterday.  But couldn't even bring myself to post... 

Can't believe he was robbed of turning 32.  Can't believe it was two years ago I got my Heath-inspired tattoo on the 4th of April. 

The pain's still raw for me.   :(  I can't post about it much anymore, but it is still unbelievably intense... 

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5087 on: Apr 05, 2011, 05:27 PM »
*sigh*  :_(

It should've been a happy day, but it can't be when he's not here to celebrate it.

 :ghug: too bad we don"t have a sad hug emoticon xxx
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5088 on: May 02, 2011, 04:31 AM »
they had TDK last night on TV...
and again, what an amazing performance...  (:*
but i kept looking at his hands, at the little wink of his eyes and that little mischievous smile of his, coming through despite that terrific mask...  ::)

gawd i miss him....  :_(
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5089 on: May 02, 2011, 08:59 AM »
they had TDK last night on TV...
and again, what an amazing performance...  (:*
but i kept looking at his hands, at the little wink of his eyes and that little mischievous smile of his, coming through despite that terrific mask...  ::)

gawd i miss him....  :_(

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I had a dream about Heath last night. I can't remember too many details... I dreamed that he was hanging around with me and a couple of my friends, it was after the break up from Michelle and he was really down. We tried to look after him and helped him hide from the paparazzi. I just wasn't ready for the wave of pain that assaulted me when I woke up... all at once I was hit by the realization of how much I love him and miss him and it really hurt. Couldn't get him out of my head all day. :_(
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5090 on: May 03, 2011, 12:58 AM »
I had a dream about Heath last night. We were riding around in a very small red car and he was driving. The streets were like going up and down rolling hills. I think we might have been in San Francisco. We were laughing and talking, having a really great time and then I woke up. It seemed so real... 

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5091 on: May 03, 2011, 01:58 AM »
:ghug:

I had a dream about Heath last night. I can't remember too many details... I dreamed that he was hanging around with me and a couple of my friends, it was after the break up from Michelle and he was really down. We tried to look after him and helped him hide from the paparazzi. I just wasn't ready for the wave of pain that assaulted me when I woke up... all at once I was hit by the realization of how much I love him and miss him and it really hurt. Couldn't get him out of my head all day. :_(

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5092 on: May 03, 2011, 09:16 AM »
Keren and RW, :ghug: :ghug: I also dreamed on him few time after his passing away and,gosh ¡ it seemed so f@#ng real... :_(
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5093 on: May 04, 2011, 12:54 AM »
Keren and RW, :ghug: :ghug: I also dreamed on him few time after his passing away and,gosh ¡ it seemed so f@#ng real... :_(
Yes and many times I don't remember my dreams, but these are really vivid. Strange how you can feel the presence of someone you didn't even know personally. My partner used to say to me that he felt like he was going to die, could sense it. This was over the last year. The doctor who he had been going to for quite a few years did a stress test which showed a dark area on his heart. He said come back in six months and he would do another. Well, my partner didn't like that and went for a second opinion and in 1 week he was in the hospital having 2 valves replaced that we not functioning. The doctor who did the surgery told him if he hadn't gone for a second opinion he would have not doubt died. His premonition was right. I am so thankful he didn't die. 

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5094 on: May 05, 2011, 10:14 AM »
I'm happy for both of you,RW ¡  :ghug: Yes,sometimes people have a kind of premonition,haven't they? We feel or guess something is going to happen to us or to a beloved being; the same than sometimes we feel or guess too the presence and the attitude of someone who isn't here anymore...Maybe it's due to this part of our brain that rules our esoteric side or whatever you call it...But I coincide with you in that the dream about Heath was really vivid.Surely because we felt he was a close-far friend. :_(
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5095 on: May 09, 2011, 11:00 PM »
I'm happy for both of you,RW ¡  :ghug: Yes,sometimes people have a kind of premonition,haven't they? We feel or guess something is going to happen to us or to a beloved being; the same than sometimes we feel or guess too the presence and the attitude of someone who isn't here anymore...Maybe it's due to this part of our brain that rules our esoteric side or whatever you call it...But I coincide with you in that the dream about Heath was really vivid.Surely because we felt he was a close-far friend. :_(
Yes MPJ he did seem like a friend, I think because everyone who knew him told of how kind and beautiful he was as a person. I will never understand why those people have to leave us so soon.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5096 on: Jun 12, 2011, 01:52 AM »
I was watching TIODP today and the last time we will ever see Heath on screen is when he is going through the mirror into another dimension. Although the scene is not sad I teared up because this is almost what really happened to him.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5097 on: Jun 28, 2011, 08:28 PM »
A dream I had about Heath:  It was like he was on a fashion runway, and was all these different personae.  He was definitely not alive in terms of this world, but was nonetheless a physical presence, though with an ethereal light.  He was going up and down the runway as, e.g., a starship captain [I was at a Star Trek convention], a very femme-y fashion model, a total grunge guy, a businessman, others I can't remember.  Of  course he was so beautiful, no matter what his guise.

I was the only person there, and when he was on a break I went up to him to talk.  It was so wonderful.  I told him I loved him, and was sorry he passed on.  He said, don't be.  He said he was very, very fine and happy, and also that he had the yin to his yang, was with his soulmate.

I carried him around in my head and heart all that next day...

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5098 on: Jun 29, 2011, 02:20 AM »
oh kathy....  :ghug:
what a beautiful yet strange dream...

.. was with his soulmate....  :s)
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #5099 on: Jun 29, 2011, 10:02 AM »
Yes,it's a beautiful dream...He's with his soulmate... :_( :_( :_(  If it's true that he's happy now in his new home,I'd be happier too ¡...
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
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