Last night I went to sleep, almost distant from the world around me. I kept switching channels on the news, back and fourth. I stumbled upon the interview from Charlie Rose. I was shocked to see his face, smiling, talking about it, and his voice...oh, how I wanted to cry but nothing could come out. I put my hands together and prayed that night for him to be safe up in heaven and that his family anf friends will all be ok.
When I awoke this morning, my head was spinning with thoughts saying again and again "Heath Ledger is gone", "No, it is only a dream"...but when I turned on the news, there he was, a man so beautiful, a man who took risk, gone in an instant. I am still numb, still wishing this was only a horrible nightmare...