
I've been through a lot of shit these last weeks...you know Heath.....and this week I just needed some joy. I've been, I am distracted with another new happy thing, some marvelous new guys who make me smile so wide at last.....But, hey, I've not forgotten you!! That's so impossible, the most stupid absurd thing. Our cowboys and you are forever in my heart. I'm branded. No matter what new wonderful people I know, no matter how many gorgeous things I find, you're the number one baby, because you touched my heart so deeply and painfully, the way nobody can't do it, NOBODY, sweetie.
You are so beautiful, so beautiful, and your eyes talk to me about secret precious things I only can understand.
Miss you a lot. I thought that finally I could try to forget you, with the help of my new sweet discovering, but the truth is I miss you so much, so so much that it hurts, and I realized about it when I saw your eyes again.
You're too unique and special for words. I wish you had seen yourself in a mirror the way I can see you, beyond the glass, deep inside your stunning soul.
Love you.