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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #300 on: Apr 21, 2008, 10:13 PM »
Sat on the playground today.
The sun shone.
Children laughed.
Can’t help thinking you should be here too, with her.
Swings creak.
Balls bounce.
Life does go on.
Spring blooms all around us.
Flowers born from the water of our tears.
January melts into April, and the sun comes out again.
Rest well angel.
We bask in the light you cast upon us.





For a moment in our lives. Forever in our hearts.

"They were respectful of each other’s opinions, each glad to have a companion where none had been expected." ~ BBM Short Story

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The first way is to be kind. The second way is to be kind. The third way is to be kind. (Mister Rogers)

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #301 on: Apr 21, 2008, 10:45 PM »
Barb, this is exquisite!  Every word...and I feel it so much -- the January turning into April...the water of our tears bringing new things to life.  Sigh...our beautiful Heath...

kathy
They were respectful of each other's opinions, each glad to have a companion where none had been expected.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #302 on: Apr 21, 2008, 11:10 PM »



Three months, damn.
Time passes so quickly, but please know, I'm always thinking about you
I hope you are watching us, where ever you are, smiling down, protecting your daughter
You ment the world to me, to all of us, and you will never be forgotten
"The day I stop having fun, I'll just walk away." -- Heath Ledger

"For a moment in our lives, forever in our hearts." -- Heath Ledger, 1/22/08

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To a place where anything could happen at any time.
Where chaos could reign but the world would never end."
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #303 on: Apr 22, 2008, 02:37 AM »

Three months already...But they seem like centuries in my heart.
You'll stay for ever in our memories dear Heathcliff Ledger, ALWAYS, I swear...
It could be like this, always like this....
Sometimes I miss you so much, I can't understand it.

As you get old you begin to wonder-
what was all that lightning and thunder
actually about ? (Gavin Ewart)

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #304 on: Apr 22, 2008, 05:39 AM »

Three months already... DAMN¡ Three months, and it seems like three hours since that moment when I felt something was broking inside me...Three months during which I haven't could stop thinking about you,even dreaming about you...Three months after which I've realised you're now in another plane,another world,from where you're taking care of your daughter and your loved beings.Three months during which I've understand that you know how much love you have taken with you and that you bring it back to us from there.Three months¡ However,it's such a long time already to be without you HERE...But even if three months more passed,and other three months,and other more...I know something for sure:
Your movies will live on,indeed,and you will live forever in them and in our hearts

Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
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You will be forever in my heart,friends.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #305 on: Apr 22, 2008, 06:21 AM »
Three months without you..... :\'( :\'( :\'(



"Look at my boots, old and dingy" - Heath Ledger

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #306 on: Apr 22, 2008, 06:52 AM »


How can you leave us

Emotions running free

Always in our hearts

Three months already

Hold you and never let you go


Love you forever

Ennis Del Mar

Dream come true

God, I miss you so much

Enjoying your movies

Remembered always
« Last Edit: Apr 22, 2008, 07:23 AM by Anaconda »
Jack Twist: "...so what we got now is Brokeback Mountain...I wish I knew how to quit you."

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #307 on: Apr 22, 2008, 07:15 AM »
That's beautiful Anaconda.  ^f^
"Look at my boots, old and dingy" - Heath Ledger

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #308 on: Apr 22, 2008, 08:50 AM »
"What we have once enjoyed we can never lose.
All that we love deeply becomes a part of us."
~ Helen Keller
“What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close, the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger."

You may say I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will live as one ~ Imagine- J. Lennon

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #309 on: Apr 22, 2008, 09:27 AM »
Wonderful,Marjolaine¡  :cr)  Heath would like it very much...
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
("If I asked")
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You will be forever in my heart,friends.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #310 on: Apr 22, 2008, 09:33 AM »
 O0 Anaconda it's wonderful !
I like your post myprivateJack  <^(. Nice citation LJN.
I like you all dear brokies.
:ghug:
It could be like this, always like this....
Sometimes I miss you so much, I can't understand it.

As you get old you begin to wonder-
what was all that lightning and thunder
actually about ? (Gavin Ewart)

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #311 on: Apr 22, 2008, 11:03 AM »
Now heaven is the only option left
Where i'll get to see you and not ache
Maybe we'll not know the bad that memory
Must be an option or my heart forever break
-Denver Fredericks-
"What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close,the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger."
"I miss you so much I can hardly stand it."

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #312 on: Apr 22, 2008, 06:10 PM »
You've changed things. Forever. There's no going back.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #313 on: Apr 22, 2008, 07:17 PM »
La dictature c'est ''ferme ta geule'', la démocratie c'est ''cause toujours''
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #314 on: Apr 24, 2008, 10:36 AM »
For a moment in our lives. Forever in our hearts.

"They were respectful of each other’s opinions, each glad to have a companion where none had been expected." ~ BBM Short Story

There are three ways to ultimate success:
The first way is to be kind. The second way is to be kind. The third way is to be kind. (Mister Rogers)

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #315 on: Apr 25, 2008, 02:40 AM »
”It is said some lives are linked across time. Connected by an ancient calling that echoes through the ages. Destiny.”

Prince of Persia
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #317 on: Apr 25, 2008, 11:57 AM »
"Texans don't drink coffee?"

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #318 on: Apr 26, 2008, 06:21 AM »

"Whatever's lost, it first was won;
We will not struggle nor impugn.
Perhaps the cup was broken here,
That Heaven's new wine might show more clear.
I praise Thee while my days go on"

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« Last Edit: Apr 26, 2008, 06:54 PM by chameau »
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #319 on: Apr 28, 2008, 09:58 AM »
You've changed things. Forever. There's no going back.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #320 on: Apr 30, 2008, 01:59 AM »

TO HEATCLIFF LEDGER WITH ALL MY DEVOTIONS

Instead of a candle, some flowers for you, with my heart in the middle full of sadness because you are gone and full of gratitude for all that you left us.
It could be like this, always like this....
Sometimes I miss you so much, I can't understand it.

As you get old you begin to wonder-
what was all that lightning and thunder
actually about ? (Gavin Ewart)

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #321 on: May 01, 2008, 07:16 AM »

To My Angel In Heaven.
"What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close,the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger."
"I miss you so much I can hardly stand it."

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #322 on: May 04, 2008, 08:17 PM »
You've changed things. Forever. There's no going back.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #323 on: May 05, 2008, 01:16 PM »
"Texans don't drink coffee?"

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #324 on: May 05, 2008, 01:45 PM »



we still miss you. :\'(

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #325 on: May 05, 2008, 03:22 PM »

Red roses for another rose that now colours its petals with Heaven's light.
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
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You will be forever in my heart,friends.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #326 on: May 05, 2008, 06:26 PM »

"You lie upon my heart as on a nest,
folded in peace, for you can never know
how crushed I am, with having you at rest
heavy upon my life. I love you so"

Amy Lowell
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when the risk
to remain tight
in a bud
was more painful
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it took to blossom"

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #328 on: May 07, 2008, 03:25 AM »
106 days....



and still can't believe it.
"What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close,the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger."
"I miss you so much I can hardly stand it."

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #329 on: May 10, 2008, 05:31 PM »
While I was showing today the Old Montreal to Pauline (Asali, she's visiting me) we went to Notre Dame Basilica, I couldn't make it but light a candle.





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