Christie, are you still alive?? I got really worried after reading your posts, just remember - inhale, exhale... I know it's hard honey, been there, done that, blacked out, you know the dril.
Anyway...
Your wish is my command - here's a brighter version for you.

Hey Keren, yes I am still alive...just. I went to bed soon after looking at all the pics that Hanna had posted which was a good thing because I was feeling very faint and I needed to go to a dark room and stay there for a long time.

I also practised my breathing exercises too, whilst waiting for sleep. But all I could see was Heath....Heath....Heath everywhere. Lol
Thanks so much for granting me my very selfish wish and posting brighter versions of these pics.....how do you do that? See, I'm so dim, I wouldnt have a clue. But thank you anyway. They are wonderful, dont you think? I love how casually he's sitting there, he looks so damn dishy and adorable, I want to kiss him all over and never stop.