...But what we shared as friends...I don’t think it’s anybody’s business but his and mine. It was between us.”
This is nobody's business, but ours
A friend of mine who is also a true BBM fan believes there was even more between them that we can guess. She thinks this mental contradiction brought Heath to cemetry becoming the reason for that addiction to drugs (I mean... well...in the medical sense of course...). Perhaps there was no love as it is, no sex or whatever...but something that dragged them closer and closer to it - esp. Heath. She even thinks it was Jake's fault that Heath died - because it was only he who could save him.
As for me, I prefer to judge by myself. When I find myself ior my closest beloved er... say person (not man) in a trouble, I will keep silent - I won't talk about it with anyone, even with my mom - the heartache won't let me open my mouth. There were too many people who spoke too much after Heath's death. Even Michelle spoke her head off, Jake alone kept his mouth shut and is still keeping silent.
My only hope is that some day somewhere in heaven Heath and Jake will hold each other in their arms and their friendship, or, perhaps even something more will never grow old.
