Frenchcda, thanks for the latest news update from Australia, that Heath was taking Ambien for inability to sleep. Maybe that is what I saw
in those photos from London that had me so worried---he was exhausted. And who can survive on 2-3 hours of sleep? Chameau is very right,
there will be stories that never end, and most of them false, but that the real truth is that he left behind immeasurable beauty. Am going to lay down.
Whatever the news is tomorrow, I will always be bitter that no one around him saw that fatigue and stepped in. I can't help this bitterness,
because I don't believe--some things are meant to be. Not this one. Not ever. My only consolation is the rest of you, each of you, for having
loved him so. Every one of you carries part of that light that he brought into the world, just by being himself. A good and decent man.
Frenchcda, thank you, for the post. It made me realize how much I fought against the idea that Heath would contemplate suicide. Once I read your post, I was relieved (if that's possible today) that the death was accidental.
Tony, I understand your bitterness, and I sympathize with those closest to Heath, who must be in anguish with guilt for not stepping up and took charge of the man. But I also hope that you will find peace, knowing that whatever the reasons, destiny now placed Heath in heaven, a bright star in the company of the best of the best. He will be a legend surpassing many others, at least in my heart, he is the only legend.
Peace, friends,