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« Reply #840 on: Jan 24, 2008, 03:51 PM »

http://kalgoorlie.yourguide.com.au/detail.asp?class=lifestyle%20news&subclass=innovation&story_id=1169057&category=silicon%20kid

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Heath Ledger's death triggers net meltdown
Asher Moses


Sad unveiling ... his portrait of Ledger by Vincent Fantauzzo was to be entered for the Archibald Prize. Ledger sat for the artist in Perth only last month.
 
Heath Ledger's shock death caused one of the biggest internet meltdowns since the death of Steve Irwin in 2006, with news sites and search engines experiencing huge traffic spikes.

The 28-year-old Australian actor was found dead on Tuesday in his New York apartment.

Unique browsers on smh.com.au rose almost 250 per cent compared with Tuesday's figures and total page impressions jumped 60 per cent, according to Nielsen NetRatings.


On theage.com.au, unique browsers and page impressions jumped by 75 per cent and 53 per cent, respectively.


On both smh.com.au and theage.com.au more than 60 per cent of total page impressions yesterday went to stories and photo galleries on Ledger.


Yahoo reported that four of the fastest moving search terms on its Buzz index were Ledger related, with searches on the quickest mover, "Heath Ledger", skyrocketing a staggering 110,285 per cent.


"A solid 62 per cent of those searches came from women, and the biggest search traffic came from New York, Arizona, and California," Yahoo said.


The Google "Hot Trends" listing of the 100 fastest rising search terms for January 22 contains 25 relating to Ledger, including seven in the top 10.


Popular searches included Ledger's movies (including Brokeback Mountain and A Knights Tale ; the names of his daughter and former partner (Matilda and Michelle Williams, and his New York city address (421 Broome Street).


Among the searches were many misspellings including Keith Ledger, Keith Fletcher, Heath Leader, Keith Legend and Heath Fletcher.


A number of internet fansites devoted to Ledger melted down not long after word of his death hit the news, but legions of Ledger fans still paid their respects via groups and profiles on Facebook and MySpace.


Yahoo Buzz: top moving search terms


1. Heath Ledger

2. Healthiest Diet

3. Meg Whitman

4. Hal Holbrook

5. Rotten Neighbor Website

6. Top 10 Worst Movies Of 2007

7. Michelle Williams

8. 10 Things I Hate About You

9. Cate Blanchett

10. A Knights Tale

(As of Wednesday, January 23, 2007)


Google Trends: Fastest-rising search term


1. Heath Ledger

2. Keith Ledger

3. Michelle Williams

4. Heath Ledger found dead

5. Rotten Neighbor

6. Kate Voegele

7. Brokeback Mountain

8. Oscar Nominations

9. Matilda Ledger

10. Michelle Williams Heath Ledger

(As of Tuesday, January 22, 2007)


Source:smh.com.au

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #841 on: Jan 24, 2008, 03:55 PM »
I feel like I lost a family member.  I am not up for watching the movie for a bit. 

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« Reply #842 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:01 PM »
http://www.hollywoodtoday.net/?p=3570

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Heath Ledger Funeral Set for NYC, Death Still a Mystery
Thursday, January 24th, 2008
Ledger’s family makes sad sojourn to New York for their loved one’s funeral


By Stacey Silberman



HOLLYWOOD, CA (Hollywood Today) 1/24/08 – Actor, father, friend and son Heath Ledger, is to have a New York funeral through the Frank E. Campbell funeral home, while Ledger’s bereaved family arrives from Perth, Australia to be by their son’s side and say good bye for the last time.


Ledger was found dead in his rented Soho apartment Tuesday afternoon by his masseuse and declared dead at 3:36 p.m. after paramedics tried to revive him. He was later taken to the morgue for autopsy, which is inconclusive at this time and requires further toxicology and tissue testing before cause of death can be determined.


General manager of Campbell’s George Amado said Thursday to the Associated Press, “The family doesn’t want us to give out any information.” Especially since Ledger found the media to be such a nuisance in his own life and had reportedly caused him some anxiety.

Not surprising as one anti-Gay church is on the lookout for the location so it can demonstrate at the proceedings.

Most of Ledger’s family first heard the news of their son and nephew’s death from the press.


Ledger has an uncle named Neil Bell who lives in California. Bell spoke to People and gave some grave details of Ledger’s death. “I heard about his death in the press, and I called his mother to find out what was happening, and even she didn’t know.” He added, “Heath’s father found out through the press…It’s a pretty devastating way to find out.”


Ledger’s immediate family still resides in Perth, where Ledger recently visited for the holidays, enjoying a little anonymity due to the lack of media presence, in and around his beloved hometown.


Ledger had actually written a thank you letter to the Australian media for leaving him alone while home for the holidays.


Perhaps two-year-old granddaughter Matilda will give Heath’s parents something to smile about as they bury their beloved 28-year-old son. Ex-fiance’ Michelle Williams, mother of Matilda, is also said to be devastated by the death. The couple met on set during the critically acclaimed film “Brokeback Mountain,” where the two acted as husband and wife.


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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #843 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:05 PM »
http://www.kwtx.com/entertainment/headlines/14239882.html


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Heath Ledger Funeral

 
(January 24, 2008)-- Heath Ledger's funeral has been planned, but so far, no details have been released.

A funeral home spokesman says Ledger's family is expected to arrive in New York tomorrow.

He wouldn't give any more details, saying they would have to come from Ledger's manager.

Ledger's body was taken to the funeral home yesterday, the day after he was found dead in his loft.

The cause of death won't be determined for several days.

 
 

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #844 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:05 PM »
No mention of Jake...I do hope he is able to pay his final respects to his friend.  
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #845 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:18 PM »
Oh my god, to find out from the press that your son/nephew/brother is dead is heartbreaking.  I cant imagine how they must have felt.  The journey from Australia to the US will be so so hard for them.
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #846 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:22 PM »
Oh my god, to find out from the press that your son/nephew/brother is dead is heartbreaking.  I cant imagine how they must have felt.  The journey from Australia to the US will be so so hard for them.

I know. 

If it helps them to see the shrine and meet all the many people Heath has touched in NYC (and LA this Saturday, I presume), then perhaps the hardships of the trip would somehow be alleviated.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #847 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:26 PM »


http://ap.google.com/article/ALeqM5h_k1n_zmAFHkxYYOBmztTgWLpDIgD8UCFP8O2

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Funeral Arrangements for Ledger Complete
By VERENA DOBNIK – 25 minutes ago

NEW YORK (AP) — Funeral arrangements for Heath Ledger have been completed and his relatives were expected to arrive in New York on Friday, a funeral home spokesman said.

George Amado, the general manager of the Frank E. Campbell funeral home, refused to disclose further details, saying any additional information would have to come from Ledger's manager.

"The family doesn't want us to give out any information," he said Thursday.

The 28-year-old actor's body was taken to the funeral home on Manhattan's Upper East Side on Wednesday, a day after he was found dead in his SoHo loft with bottles of prescription drugs nearby.

An autopsy Wednesday was inconclusive and further test results weren't expected for several days, medical examiner's office spokeswoman Ellen Borakove said. Police have said the Australian-born actor's death may have been caused by a drug overdose and appeared to be accidental.

Ledger's housekeeper and a massage therapist found the "Brokeback Mountain" star dead Tuesday, lying naked and face-down on his bed. Police said no illegal drugs were found in the apartment.

There were six different types of prescription drugs in the apartment, including pills to treat insomnia and anxiety, and an antihistamine, according to two law enforcement officials who spoke on condition of anonymity because the investigation is ongoing. The officials said three of the drugs were prescribed in Europe. Ledger had recently been filming in London.

On Thursday, the makeshift memorial outside Ledger's apartment building had grown to more than 100 bouquets including tulips, daisies, carnations and tropical flowers, along with candles, signs, notes and other memorials. A computer printout of an Australian flag bore the message: "We will always be proud of you, Heath. Rest in peace, mate. You will be missed."

Some of Ledger's friends and relatives said they were baffled by the actor's death because he had appeared to be happy and healthy in the last months of his life.

Haydn Ledger, one of his uncles, said his nephew wouldn't have done anything rash. "It just wouldn't come into the equation at all," he said Thursday in an interview on CBS' "The Early Show."

He and Mike Ledger, another of the actor's uncles, deflected a question about whether their nephew had been depressed, saying that should be left to his parents to address.

Ledger told The New York Times in November that working on the films "The Dark Knight" — his last finished performance — and "I'm Not There" had been stressful, and that he had taken the insomnia medication Ambien to help with sleeplessness.

Police said a housekeeper went into his bedroom to change a light bulb Tuesday and saw him sleeping and heard him snoring around 1 p.m.

"I didn't think anything was wrong," the housekeeper, Teresa Solomon, told the New York Post. She said she was "still shaking" and unable to sleep a day after the actor's death.

At 2:45 p.m., the massage therapist showed up for Ledger's appointment, knocked on his door and got no answer. She later noticed Ledger was unconscious and called actress Mary-Kate Olsen, whose number was programmed into Ledger's cell phone, to seek advice, police said.

Olsen said she would send over her private security. In the ensuing moments, the massage therapist realized that Ledger might be dead, called Olsen again, and then called 911. Paramedics — and Olsen's security people — arrived minutes later.

Before moving to Manhattan, Ledger lived with then-girlfriend Michelle Williams — who played his wife in "Brokeback" — in Brooklyn, and the couple had a daughter, the now 2-year-old Matilda. The couple split last year.

Williams and Matilda returned to their Brooklyn home Wednesday evening from Trollhattan, Sweden. The 27-year-old actress had been there shooting scenes for the upcoming film "Mammoth," said Martin Stromberg, a spokesman for film production company Memfis Film.

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Associated Press writers Tom Hays and Clare Trapasso contributed to this report.


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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #848 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:30 PM »
I really don't know what to say....there's not much to say is it....
Im just really sorry. He was an AMAZING actor.
When it comes to BBM I was always saying to myself, ok, they're just actors who did a great job, don't look at them trough their characters...they're just actors...but now I feel as Ennis is dead too...I don't have any will to watch a movie anymore....gosh....
Im so sorry for him and his family!
RIP Heath :\'( :-\\

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« Reply #849 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:42 PM »
 :ghug:  I'm sure with time it will get easier, but I have to admit that two days later, I am still unable to process this news and the feelings I am having. So glad we all have each other for comfort.
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #850 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:45 PM »
Just to say that I found this beautiful tribute to Heath on Facebook, had me in tears. Hope the link works:

http://hs.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1011189404309&oid=6730544948


Yes, this is very touching and beautiful tribute video. Thank you ande_nem.
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #851 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:51 PM »

 :ghug: Well at the moment I feel it is getting worse; I mean first I was so totally shocked, couldn't hardly believe it, but when time goes by the reality hits full. Of course I'm sure too that time will help.
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #852 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:52 PM »
:ghug:  I'm sure with time it will get easier, but I have to admit that two days later, I am still unable to process this news and the feelings I am having. So glad we all have each other for comfort.

I think the more tributes I read, the harder it is and the more devastated I feel.  I dont think it will get easier for a while yet, Heath's family are flying to the US and thats just upsetting me just thinking about it.
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« Reply #853 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:54 PM »
Today has been one of the most horrible days of my life. Working so hard while I was trying to fight tears with all my strength. I lost my battle. My co-workers looked at me like I was crazy, and my boss was totally worried, so finally he asked me for having a talk. He was talking during one hour, and I say “he” ‘cause I was crying the whole time. He thought that I was upset for my mother illness once again, and I preferred it so, ‘cause, how do you tell somebody that you wanna die ‘cause a person you didn’t know has died?

I hate the world today, that crazy world that says that God hates me cause my love for BBM. Here in Spain all the newspapers and TV news were about Heath. I didn’t want to hear anything. I can’t stand this no more. Now I’m more aware of Heath’s dead and I feel I’m like a dead girl, not able to smile, not able to stop crying.

I’m so weak and dizzy now ‘cause today I couldn’t eat, like I couldn’t yesterday. I think that if I try to eat I’m gonna vomit for sure. I felt this "thing" three more times in my life and I know my body well; it needs to be empty right now, concentrates on how to breathe, ‘cause my being is not able to do more things now. I see everything through like a fog, seeming all a very bad dream.

Like I said before, I slept 4 hours and then I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, wanting, needing to huge Heath so hard. I never felt before in my whole life that powerful and painful need to huge somebody. That was furious, intense and heartrending.
I had to stand up, fighting the shake of my hands; I had to take care of my mother.

I used to wonder how much and for how long one person could cry. I know now that pain can be as unfathomable as pure love, but I’m really afraid of sadness being endless like true love is.
 
I was devastated in my way to work, looking at those people smiling, talking happily, acting like nothing was happened, and I feel so alone, so tiny and so insignificant.

This morning I had the suffocating necessity to talk about Heath. I wanted everybody to know that he didn’t commit suicide, that he was not a junkie, that he was a fine man. So I talked to two girls at the bus stop, then to the bus driver, then to the receptionist of my company, then to some co-workers and then……then I just lost it. I had a hard, rough argument with a friend of mine. We started to talk about that f***ing bunch of assholes that want to picket Heath funeral….I was angry, real mad at those so cruel people and I started to cry, to shout, my fists balled, just kicking everything I found. I know I was wrong….That didn’t make me feel better.

Later my sister called to give me her condolences. I feel peace ‘cause at last somebody in my little family understood some of my devotion to BBM and cast. But at the same time I felt so weird ‘cause I realize that it seems like if Heath were one person of my family; and indeed it feels so.

Yesterday I saved in my laptop all the brokies comments in this thread, I wanted real bad to forget that day, but I wanted to keep that huge treasure that brokies thoughts are. I wanted to keep all those beautiful, heartbreaking posts to remind me that true love exists and where it is. I cried so much reading all those demonstrations of understanding and friendship. I love all of them, pure poetry to calm the pain. But I remember clearly one especially painful post for me. Yesterday when I heard about Heath's dead, my first thought after the first 10 minutes of overwhelming shock, mouth open, staring the new banner, was Keren. I knew so well that she really loved Heath. Being a Jack/Jake girl, Andrew made love Ennis, but Keren, this sweetheart, made me love Heath. She made me adore his sweet amber eyes, she made me read everything about him, she made me laugh and sigh with her words of devotion, she show me the tender and beautiful heart of a fine man.
So my heart ached for her, and I still feel for her. I was beaten, confused and scared that, at the beginning, I didn’t find this thread; that only lasted two minutes but in that time I went to the Baby pix thread looking for something to make my heart keep beating. And then I saw it…. Then it was when I started to cry and, swear to God, I cried rivers, and still the floodgates are open. There was the most killer and sad post I’ve ever read. That was a lovely pic of Heath and simply only two words, but these little words meant the world to me, ‘cause I knew well what they were saying. They were talking about a deep love, about countless nights dreaming about a prince, about true joy lost in an instant, and finally about the most hard and horrible reality: Heath was dead and the world was a worse place to live.

I’ll never forget those two words.

Yeah, Keren, MY BABY….  :\'(  :\'(


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« Reply #854 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:55 PM »
Dear Brokies,

This afternoon I had the privilege to go to the apartment and paid our tribute and respect to Mr. Heath Ledger. As soon as I got off the subway station a few blocks away, my heart was so aching and my tears could not stop. Every step was the hardest I had ever experienced in my life and my body was shaking. Until then when I laid the flowers, I was hit by the reality and realized what had happened.

Thank you for being with me and giving me the strength to do it on behalf of this most wonderful community. My eyes have been dried and then are wet again. I ask myself why we have to go through this? We mourn the death of Jack from the movie and now we mourn the death of Heath from the real life. For them, we are stronger and become better people in honoring Jack and Heath.

We are now even closer to Heath and forever grateful for what he has given us. :\'(  :ghug: :ghug: to everyone of you. My heart and thoughts are with you.




thank u so much Ethan..  :\'(
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« Reply #855 on: Jan 24, 2008, 04:58 PM »
Heath Ledger: His Last Costar Reflects
Christopher Plummer talks to EW.com about the loss of his castmate from their yet-to-be-completed Terry Gilliam film ''The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus''

By Steve Daly
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And you were scheduled to regroup in Vancouver next week?
Yeah. I don't dare say what will happen until we've talked with Terry [Gilliam]. Probably nobody will know until the end of this week what's going to happen. I spoke to Terry yesterday. We're all in shock, but he particularly, of course.... It's just awful. Quite shocking, because it's so incredible. I just left a very laughing, happy fellow, practically a few minutes ago.[/i]

This is wonderful to read, actually, to know how Heath was just a few days ago.  His crazy, smart, fascinating joie de vivre!  <^(

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« Reply #856 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:01 PM »
Dear Brokies,

This afternoon I had the privilege to go to the apartment and paid our tribute and respect to Mr. Heath Ledger. As soon as I got off the subway station a few blocks away, my heart was so aching and my tears could not stop. Every step was the hardest I had ever experienced in my life and my body was shaking. Until then when I laid the flowers, I was hit by the reality and realized what had happened.

Thank you for being with me and giving me the strength to do it on behalf of this most wonderful community. My eyes have been dried and then are wet again. I ask myself why we have to go through this? We mourn the death of Jack from the movie and now we mourn the death of Heath from the real life. For them, we are stronger and become better people in honoring Jack and Heath.

We are now even closer to Heath and forever grateful for what he has given us. :\'(  :ghug: :ghug: to everyone of you. My heart and thoughts are with you.











Dear Ethan,
With a lot of retard,I want to thank you with all my heart what you've done for us.My spirit has been with you,thinking how hard it must have been for you.You're a wonderful person indeed  ^f^
And I want also to beg your pardon because I have been too selfish with you and with Heath.But I couldn't stand another day like yesterday,so many hours with so much sadness,so much...I had one day free at work so,bearing in mind that my partner also had one at hers,I went out,far from all this,because I needed it...I know that you also needed but you have stayed here,posting and sharing thoughts and feelings,but I couldn't help anybody if I couldn't help myself before...However,I haven't been able to avoid thinking on him,asking myself all day long WHY?.
I hope you understand me,only a little if it's possible,but everybody have their own ways of overcoming pain and that's has been mine,wrong or not.A coworker of mine who knew what had happenned for me and who ended crying with me,has had his way by seeing the movie and toasting for Heath,wishing he can be in a better place where he has found the peace he had lost here...Everybody and each one of us,then,has their reactions,and I'm an human being.However,I feel ashamed and I beg you forgive me,please.   %)


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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #857 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:02 PM »
This is the latest post on this most wonderful and incredibly poignant memorial blog for Heath.  I cried when I saw the picture that accompanied it.  I still am.   :\'( :\'( :\'(

http://heathledgermemorialblog.blogspot.com/2008/01/newsweek-obituary-for-heath-ledger.html
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« Reply #858 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:03 PM »

Baby Tammy  :ghug:  :ghug:  :ghug:, remember you are not alone! We are here. I wish I could do more.  :ghug:
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« Reply #859 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:05 PM »

Yesterday I saved in my laptop all the brokies comments in this thread, I wanted real bad to forget that day, but I wanted to keep that huge treasure that brokies thoughts are. I wanted to keep all those beautiful, heartbreaking posts to remind me that true love exists and where it is. I cried so much reading all those demonstrations of understanding and friendship. I love all of them, pure poetry to calm the pain. But I remember clearly one especially painful post for me. Yesterady when I heard about Heath's dead, my first thought after the first 10 minutes of overwhelming shock, mouth open, staring the new banner, was Keren. I knew so well that she really loved Heath. Being a Jack/Jake girl, Andrew made love Ennis, but Keren, this sweetheart, made me love Heath. She made me adore his sweet amber eyes, she made me read everything about him, she made me laugh and sigh with her words of devotion, she show me the tender and beautiful heart of a fine man.
So my heart ached for her, and I still feel for her. I was beaten, confused and scared that at the beginning I didn’t find this thread; that only last two minutes but in that time I went to Baby pix thread looking for something to make my heart keep beating. And then I saw it…. Then it was when I started to cry and, swear to God, I cried rivers and still the floodgates are open. There was the most killer and sad post I’ve ever read. That was a lovely pic of Heath and simply only two words, but these little words meant the world to me, ‘cause I knew well what they were saying. They were talking about a deep love, about countless nights dreaming about a prince, about true joy lost in an instant, and finally about the most hard and horrible reality: Heath was dead and the world was a worse place to live.

I’ll never forget those two words.

Yeah, Keren, MY BABY….  :\'(  :\'(




Oh sweet tammy, I feel your pain, I really do.   :ghug: :ghug: :ghug: Wish I could hug you with my own arms, but just know, that I am thinking of you, and knowing the pain you are going through. Because I'm going through it too..   :\'( :\'( :\'(
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #860 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:06 PM »
 :ghug: Kathy, Carmilla, christie, sweetlilg, Baby Tammy, speechless, tpe

Tammy honey, c'mere.  :ghug:  :^^)

I know it's hard, but please don't think Heath is dead so the world is a worse place to be. Try to think that Heath lived, so the world he left behind is a better one. I know it's hard when the people in our families or 'regular lives' don't understand what we're going through, but always remember that we do, and there is always someone here for you, even if the  :ghug: we offer are only cyber  :ghug:

And I know how difficult your own life has been recently, so I can understand why you would feel discouraged, but I so truly believe in a brighter day for you, and if you will hold on and wait for it, I will hold on and wait with you. :^^)
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #861 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:07 PM »
I hope you understand me,only a little if it's possible,but everybody have their own ways of overcoming pain and that's has been mine,wrong or not.A coworker of mine who knew what had happenned for me and who ended crying with me,has had his way by seeing the movie and toasting for Heath,wishing he can be in a better place where he has found the peace he had lost here...Everybody and each one of us,then,has their reactions,and I'm an human being.However,I feel ashamed and I beg you forgive me,please.   %)

omg myprivatejack  :ghug: of course you are human and you need to live your life don't feel ashamed for giving yourself some enjoyment, Heath would want that, we all want that. In fact a friend in Sydney would have loved to do the same thing yesterday but it was not possible, so we are planning a day out next week, we feel we need the break.
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #862 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:08 PM »
Oh, mpj and Asali snuck in while I was posting.  :ghug:  :ghug: for you.
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #863 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:10 PM »
This is the latest post on this most wonderful and incredibly poignant memorial blog for Heath.  I cried when I saw the picture that accompanied it.  I still am.   :\'( :\'( :\'(

http://heathledgermemorialblog.blogspot.com/2008/01/newsweek-obituary-for-heath-ledger.html
They even mention the source - ennisjack.com  O0
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #864 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:29 PM »
I don't know how many of you would like to see this, but  here is the entire interview Ellen did with Heath in Feb of 2006.   

It was during the Winter Olympics so Ellen had Heath go on a bobsled in front of a green screen.  He was so cute and funny.  And he was exhausted because he hardly got any sleep with a new baby in the house (Matilda was only 4 months old at the time

Linda  :ghug:
Aren't we at the stage these days when it just doesn't ... matter? It's a story of love and it's a story between two people. If people can't get over that and just accept it as a story, then that's their problem. I'm big enough and brave enough to do it. - Heath Ledger on doing BBM

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #865 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:33 PM »

http://www.thewest.com.au/default.aspx?MenuID=22&ContentID=55843

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Family flies to US for star-studded service
25th January 2008, 6:30 WST
 


Heath Ledger’s grief-stricken family were last night preparing to fly to the US to attend a memorial service that will include some of Hollywood’s biggest names, according to a close friend of the family.

Amid conflicting reports about the star’s funeral arrangements and when Ledger’s body would be released by police, Perth model Sophie Ward said a funeral would be held in Los Angeles ahead of the 28-year-old star’s journey to his final resting place in Perth.

Ledger’s former school, Guildford Grammar, had also offered to hold a memorial service in its chapel but the family had not yet decided whether to accept the offer yesterday.

“I think we’re going to LA — we might be flying tonight but I’m not sure yet,” Ms Ward said yesterday. “LA is kind of central, between Perth and New York. This is just a funeral service. He’ll probably be buried in Perth.”

The 22-year-old plans to join her younger sister, supermodel Gemma Ward, 20, tomorrow at her home in New York before the pair fly to Los Angeles.

“My sister will probably make a comment at the funeral,” Ward said. “She was definitely a good friend of his (and) I expect she will.”

Ward said her sister, who was romantically linked with Ledger during his recent visit to Perth over Christmas, was crushed by news of Ledger’s sudden death. “Heath was an amazing actor and person and she is very upset. She has lost a very good friend,” she said.

Yesterday, it was revealed Ledger made a friend promise to call and “wake me up” hours before his death. Film director Shekhar Kapur said Ledger had asked him to call the next morning during a conversation on the eve of the tragedy.

Kapur, who directed Ledger in The Four Feathers, telephoned him on Monday after arriving in New York from London.

“I last spoke to him the night before he died. He said he could not see me that night but really wanted to meet me the next day. He made me promise that I would call him in the morning and wake him up. I tried. Little did I know that his soul had already left his body,” he told the Daily Mail.

Supermodel Helena Christensen, 39, was on her way to him when she learnt of his death. She revealed she left a message on his answering machine just moments before his was body was found.

She told US fashion newspaper Women’s Wear Daily: “I am beyond sad at this point, and shocked. I was on my way over to pay him a visit when I found out.” Last night, Kim Ledger said he was too distraught to confirm details of his son’s funeral but previously said the actor’s death was accidental.

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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #866 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:39 PM »
omg myprivatejack  :ghug: of course you are human and you need to live your life don't feel ashamed for giving yourself some enjoyment, Heath would want that, we all want that. In fact a friend in Sydney would have loved to do the same thing yesterday but it was not possible, so we are planning a day out next week, we feel we need the break.

:\'(  :\'(  :\'( 

Oh,please,Asali,don´t tell me that¡Heath would want that... I feel so bad still¡ Forgive me,please,forgive me...
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #867 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:40 PM »

I have said before that I greatly admire Daniel Day-Lewis.  I admire him even more after this.

http://www.pr-inside.com/tearful-day-lewis-pays-tribute-to-ledger-r404003.htm

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TEARFUL DAY-LEWIS PAYS TRIBUTE TO LEDGER

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Oscar-winning actor DANIEL DAY-LEWIS broke down in tears as he paid tribute to HEATH LEDGER during an appearance on OPRAH WINFREY's talk show on Thursday (24Jan08).
Day-Lewis broke off a chat to promote his new movie There Will Be Blood to express his sorrow at the Australian star's death from a suspected drug overdose at his New York apartment on Tuesday (22Jan08).
The 50-year-old's eyes filled with tears as he struggled to speak of Ledger's career and premature death.
He said, "I hope you don't mind if I speak about this Oprah... I feel very unsettled at the moment. I only just heard the news about Heath Ledger.
"It seems strange to be talking about anything else. There isn't anything to say other than to express one's regret to his family and his friends.
"I didn't know him. I have a strong impression I would have liked him very much as a person if I had.
"I had already marvelled at some of his work. And looked forward to the work he would do in the future."


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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #868 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:41 PM »
:\'(  :\'(  :\'( 

Oh,please,Asali,don´t tell me that¡Heath would want that... I feel so bad still¡ Forgive me,please,forgive me...
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Re: Heath Ledger - In Loving Memory
« Reply #869 on: Jan 24, 2008, 05:44 PM »
I have said before that I greatly admire Daniel Day-Lewis.  I admire him even more after this.

http://www.pr-inside.com/tearful-day-lewis-pays-tribute-to-ledger-r404003.htm

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TEARFUL DAY-LEWIS PAYS TRIBUTE TO LEDGER

Movie & Entertainment News provided by World Entertainment News Network (www.wenn.com)
2008-01-24 23:26:43 -


Oscar-winning actor DANIEL DAY-LEWIS broke down in tears as he paid tribute to HEATH LEDGER during an appearance on OPRAH WINFREY's talk show on Thursday (24Jan08).
Day-Lewis broke off a chat to promote his new movie There Will Be Blood to express his sorrow at the Australian star's death from a suspected drug overdose at his New York apartment on Tuesday (22Jan08).
The 50-year-old's eyes filled with tears as he struggled to speak of Ledger's career and premature death.
He said, "I hope you don't mind if I speak about this Oprah... I feel very unsettled at the moment. I only just heard the news about Heath Ledger.
"It seems strange to be talking about anything else. There isn't anything to say other than to express one's regret to his family and his friends.
"I didn't know him. I have a strong impression I would have liked him very much as a person if I had.
"I had already marvelled at some of his work. And looked forward to the work he would do in the future."


I can see why you admire Daniel Day-Lewis, oh wow   :ghug: :\'(
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